Lost Spirit

Posted on: November 10th, 2015 by Alizee No Comments

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jacket – vintage // dress – asos // boots – river island// hat – primark //

Hey boys and girls,

as you may have seen on instagram, I’m back in Hamburg now to finish my studies here.   It was a great experience to work in London for almost 10 Months. I’m really happy I had the opportunity and although London is pretty expensive I somehow made it and came back to good old cheap Germany. It was such an amazing journey not only for work experience and living in another country but it really helped me find my place in the world. I mean this is an important thing and to be honest I simply fell in love with London. (More and more every day). Of course it still somehow hurts I had to leave my beloved place to be, but I realized at the moment there is nothing I can really change about the situation and I’m making the best out of it. I’m really happy to have all my friends here otherwise it would really depress me. I mean I love Hamburg somehow but there’s this feeling within me that says I’m done with the city. Not that I will never come back but I feel a bit like a visitor and it doesn’t feel real to be here for the next 1 1/2 years. I feel like it’s really hard when you’ve already found yourself somewhere else (which is difficult enough) but then you’re kind of forced to move backwards in life and accept the fact that the whole atmosphere is different and not pushing you forwards but doing the opposite. I really feel hold back at the moment. But somehow I’ll find my way. I’m sure you have felt lost in your life as well. And I hope you all will find your place by doing what you love and by trying out things you always wanted to do.

Well, that was a quite personal post of what is going through my mind at the moment. But I just felt like sharing it somehow.

xx Alizée Dhel

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